well,i don't know what i am feeling.she's been at the same bus stop same bus as i was in on the way to school.why is it that i only recently got her attention?what does her presence mean?is she just someone who needs to take a bus to school or is she a sign.i dun know i really dun.i feel weird when she is ard.really weird.
i just saw her yesterday.she was in the bus on the way home.ha.of course our eyes met.i wanted to smile but i didnt.in the bus while standing and dreaming i found myself staring at her SUBCONSCIOUSLY.i only realised when i saw her looking at me.poor girl,i heard i stare quite horridly when i am stoning.
we alighted tgt.she crossed the road while i didnt.as i walked i looked at her direction hoping she wld turn to look too.and she did.we were like idiots,walking and turning to look at the same time.ahh i dun know how she feels but i hope i dun appear as a pervert to her. =S saw her this morning and my heart was thumping.i dun know for watever reason ha.i looked at her once and i didnt see her alrr.
maybe i shld start smiling at her.yeah,maybe i shld (=
hope ta see you soon
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justin tan.
used to be from nyjc, graduated and free from Singapore's education system (for now) entering the army on the 10th of April!
