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it goes by the name of beyond rangoon/waters of irrawaddy by the way.and yes, its played by maksim mrvica.he simply rocks.i dunno why but i kinda get hooked to his pieces.
finally i changed my blog skin.the previous one was really boring,i know it thank you very much.anyway the 'hols' are here now,and frankly speaking its no holiday.chinese exams this fri followed by oral presentation the week after on the 10th.haiz.3rd i have to go hospital again for my ultrasound.10th i have to go back for the results.tsk tsk.wat rotten luck - going to the hospital after ur paper.
nothing much happened today.watched full house with mummy and sister.its a nice show.love it =p.went for a wonderful peranakan (screw the spelling!) dinner with my two aunties (daddy's sisters) it was wonderful.enjoyed my dinner very much.thought i mixed my dates up but little did i know i mixed my days instead.16 november is a darn thursday not saturday justin tan!!growl.okies.back to my shop
yayness.tmr we have table tennis training from 9-12pm think i will go for a morning run before going to the table tennis association.yay, need not return to sch.thank god the association is in toa payoh!
before i leave, like what Albert Camus says, u will never be happy if u continue to search for what happiness consists of. U will never live if u are looking for the meaning of life.
gud nite people.
i have lost my conscience,for i dunno what i am doing.
spoke at : 9:29 PM
hahha
today is BORING boring and boring.i was playing gunbound the whole day today and yayness.got my avartars tat i have always wanted haha.watching full house with mummy now.catching up on those episodes tat i missed.
no more other comments for today.take care pple. =)
spoke at : 10:34 PM
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
fill my little world right up!
i am getting sick of my blog song.anyway this long break, i have been over eating.its been horrible really.daddy says he shld hit the gyms this weekend.we have heard that a zillion million times already.but he doesnt seem to hit the gyms?haha.omg i am seriously growing fat fat and fat.
now lets talk abt problems.i have a serious problem-laziness.tsk tsk but i finally completed my chemistry tutorial today!whee!next for maths.almost done almost done! =)share ur problems with me !! lols.
i suddenly had the urge to listen to this cool song called time to grow.fine i shall use it as my new blog song.while i find another 'cooler' song.
and eh pple.wanna peep here tag mah.DANKE!
Time to Grow by LemarLast night I tried but I couldn’t sleep,
thoughts of you were in my head,
I was lonely and I needed you next to me
Life was harder since you left
I never meant to do you wrong
But now all is said and done
I hope you wont be gone too long, Nooo
Chorus:
Where do I go, what do I do,
I can’t deny i still feel something,
And girl I wish, you could say you feel the same,
You’ve broken the bond, I gotta move on,
But how do I end this lonely feeling?
You’ve gone, I’m here, alooone,
I guess it's time to grow
I try to speak, but my words never catch the air
Like you never knew i was there
Take me back to the days when you really cared
Can we make love reappear?
I can't go on the roads too long
And now all is said and done
I can't go forward if my heart's still where I’m coming from
ooooohhh
Chorus:
Where do I go, what do I do,
I can’t deny I still feel something,
And girl, I wish you could say you feel the same,
You’ve broken the bond, I gotta move on,
But how do I end this lonely feeling?
You’ve gone, I’m here, alone,
I guess it's time to grow
crying time is over
I know I can’t control her
Feelings, if she won’t return, then
I guess I’ll be a man and move on
Time to grow!
And move on; make life better than it was before,
I think I can make it,
And move on, make love better than I did before
Time to grow!
And move on, make life better than It was before,
Though you've gone
And I’m here alone
I guess it's time to growGrow,
I'm grown.
spoke at : 10:08 PM
Saturday, October 21, 2006
lazy
ahha.i have this laziness to blog again.well nth much has been happening these few days.just had pw OP rehearsal number 1 yesterday (friday) with rehearsal number 2 coming up on monday and then the technical dry-run coming wednesday.well,this is the first rehearsal thus we are not expected to be 100% to perfection.it was quite horrible,nervousnes,lack of preparation and yes it is obvious we need more rehearsals to gain our confidence.its 40% we cannot miss.
oh i miss her so haha.i just realised something new abt her.when she has loads of stuff on her mind she wont have the mood to talk.and from the tone and all i know its best to leave her alone.tats the best way i guess.on top of that i wld be thinking of ways to make her day and help her feel better.hope it works!anyway thanks for the cookie.appreciate it =)
sometimes i really wonder wat her feelings are.se hides them well i cant see anything.i am sure any of u who really likes someone wld wanna know the other party's feelings for u as well.human nature i guess.i hope to know soon =D i know i will know her feelings eventually.its just a matter of time.and will it be soon or later?we shall let fate decide ^^,
spoke at : 2:14 PM
haiz
sometimes i really wonder if i did the right things.i am sorry piggy i am utterlt confused.sorry for all the rubbishing.your feeling of awkwardness,your uh-oh feeling i can feel them too.wherever u are and wherever u will be,ring me if u need help yeah?i wont forget the memories we had.they were short but long enough to be etched in my heart.
ok tats corny to u huh?but i mean it.today was suoer boring.went to church today.st francis xavier tat is.aunt offered prayers to gong gong today.so we prayed for him.ohh i miss him so so much.as i stepped into his house after lunch,i really wished i cld see him there.i cld remember the times when we visited we wld always see him standing at the gate waiting for us to come in.his warm smile,everything abt him,i miss.and when we left.he wld walk us ta the gate and wave as we drove off.those were the days.those were the days.
at last wr is done.next up-i and r followed by oral presentation
spoke at : 8:53 PM
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
words
when i first saw her, i admit i was attracted alr.but i just didnt do anything.i mean i didnt even know her.it was only when i got her hp number from mr abel tat i started talking to her.we didnt know each other but we chatted like old mates.i remember we kept exchanging tips in the midst of promos and promised to play hard tgt after promos and we did!for 4 beautiful unforgetable days.hehs.not many pple can click like tat u know?especially when u go out with someone whom u have never spoken face to face b4?
whenever i am around her,beside her, with her.ai feel happy.its really fun going out with her.she's like a God sent angel,brought to earth to watch over me.we are like telepathic.knowing what each of us are thinking or want to say.we are even similar in certain ways.we wanna go anfield cos we love liverpool! tats one thing for sure.she has this cool character whose favourite phrases are like 'i knew it!' or or maybe even 'aiyah,just testing you only la'.tsk tsk.silly piggy,cant u admit defeat sometimes? ;p ahah.she is the most open minded person i have ever met.she's sensible (like duh) and yeahh she's a great friend to have.so studious looking (olympiad leh!)so hardworking so pretty =) so sweet.no any other ORDINARY friend has ever baked a caked for me.ty piggy for the oreo cheesecake!really.i will keep the top of the box forever la.haah.i think i may have hurt her feelings when i didnt take the rest home.but i just didnt want ur efforts to go all ta me.besides i am only the tester.=P.oh wells.its late.i shall stop here for now i guess.nites everyone nites piggy.
jUstin =)
spoke at : 10:13 PM
hmm
i dunno what i am doing !! gasp.omg man.i am screwing up my life.sorry piggy!well yes i may not be going to innova on saturday.supposed to go out with someone.but but as i was in the bus on the way home.i was thinking.thinking real hard.shld i continue wat i am doing or should i just stop watever i am doing and just live my life.as i sent the sms to say i am unavailable i wished i wldnt regret.but i think i am starting to.liking someone isnt easy mann.arghh.wat the hell am i doinggggggg. *bangs head on the wall
results out on monday.its scary.really.i know it better than u since i arranged the chairs in the hall today.haiz got a feeling i screwed up promos.there isnt a need a feel actually.basically i screwed it up.haiz.chatting with mr low.all he cld say was 'all of you are disappointing.' wish i cld turn back time.wats the point of saying this now man.oh wait wait.yay!thx mr low for the gd news.
spoke at : 8:42 PM
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
lala
today was fun.met piggy for a dose of rob-b-hood at j8 in the afternoon.its darn hilarious.the baby, my gosh, so cute la! anyway we had like Andes mint chocolates after the movie.delightfully delicious! haha.today its been fun.but but i dunno y it didnt feel really tat fun.
i guess its abt me.i dunno y i am feeling this way.this sort of feeling its not good.i know we prolly won't be as close as ever again.i made a mistake.i admit it.
the end.
spoke at : 8:23 PM
nunga nunga!
i feel so embarrassed yesterday.got assaulted by someone abt 50 times. and got spotted by two peeps. (u know who u are) we had pw yesterday morning.however,i woke earlier and left earlier to try out piggy's oreo cheesecake ! its so sweet ! she rocks haha. and ya la,it was nice of course. i won't forget this.i really wont. sorry u got late for netball. i was busy eating mah. lols.
we loaned like 3 lappies to do our project.hahaha we're now known as the greedy group!yipee.haha.we had fun playing songs,playing videos etc.i figureed we do wat we need to at home.it wld be better for sure.anyway after pw i met up with ms piggy (sorry ta make u wait!) and we headed to compass point where we got spotted in burger king by a McCafe boy.dressed in black from head to toe,he strolled in with his SMILE. even saying if he didnt stay in sengkang he wld have missed all of this. growls. haha.
we walked ard compass point.from the top level to the bottom.read nunga nunga books
and bought sweets.she kept eating la.ya tats wat pigs do huh?haha.dun ask me wat nunga nunga is by the way-u dun wanna know =)
in the bus on the way to serangoon,we played this game where she will poke her little finger on my palm and i will have ta grab it.guess wat??i won la ! i cldnt grab any inger amazing huh? lol.when i eventually did i was like yay. i am not tat loser after all.guess wat, i grabbed her thumg instead of the second finger.haha.i am so not going to play that game again bleah =p
alrighty back to pw then to meet piggy.take care all.and u too =)
spoke at : 9:31 AM
pics!
spoke at : 11:33 PM
finally.
yayness.exams are over finally.i love to enjoy.i really had loads of fun these two days.thanks to ________ a.k.a piggy (sleep la?sleep somemore)
thursday 05 october
went for a hair cut in the morning after bio mcq while piggy was snoring like mad.she's so hilarious!i swear she's like my soulmate.we have sooo much in common la.ESPL hahaha its ESPN my dear.we went to catch you me and dupree.its hilarious + sick + touching.so is it a gd show?in my opinion it is.go watch it to find out if u like it! haha.went for evening mass (st. francis xavier) after the movie.we were super early so we sat on the swing and played haha and talked rubbish of course.she's great.haha and scared of swinging high.i cant stand swinging low.its like so slow and makes me have motion sickness.*pukes* haha.we wanted to have dinner at chomp chomp.but at 7pm, u cant find a seat so we settled for market!dinner still rocked.and someone wasted her food.what started out with a bowl of bee hoon ended up as a bowl of bee hoon still.full to the brim haha.she practically took a few mouthful.but ya la she drank lots of soup and ate the stuff inside.lols.show u the pics later.
friday 06 october
met her again after she celebrated her frens birthday at cine.she bought lanterns and useless me cldnt find any sparklers.poo poo.we had like bread bowl filled with mushroom straganoff.and boy was the bread feeling.funny girl,asked me why the bread doesnt melt while the soup is hot.yes,MELT.how can bread melt?and and she even ask wat they do with the bread that they removed to make a hole to fill up with soup.hahah.i think she like doesnt know thu can shape dough into a bowl shape?haha.as i said,she's hilarious.but nothing can beat me man.i caleld sister as we were lost in raffles quay.i freaking pronounced raffles quay as raffles KUEH.stop laughing!i lost my brains for a moment until sis told me its pronounced as KEY.she's mean she even said 'u know wat,i dun feel like talking to u now,BYE' so mean la! and yes piggy kept teasing me the whole day can.growls.we headed to esplanade to see the beautiful moon.and yes it was beautiful.we stood at the roof top and enjoyed the sea breeze and all.how soothing!!we chatted stuff and she had ta go =( so i accompanied her back home b4 taking 73 to tp stadium and walking back in the dark. oh yeah here's one similarity between us-we have no sense of direction.we actually walked around esplanade to get to the bust stop near glutton square.hahha.we got lost,can u believe it =S tsk tsk.stop laughing,if u are.otherwise mr quay will be angry =D
spoke at : 11:18 PM
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
new songs
must hear songs !!
1. Chris Brown - Say goodbye
2. Young Jibby - Does your chain hang low
3. Lemar - Its not that easy
4. Justin Timberlake - My Love
5. Army of Anyone - Goodbye
6. Muse - Supermassive black hole
7. John Mayer - Waiting on the world to change
spoke at : 12:31 PM
its not that easy
ages since i blogged eh? ok here's the latest post.
lets start with the rotten promos.
ok its screwed.i don't feel anything abt the promos this time round.i dunno why.why am i so damn lazy.i can do it!i know i can.i shld just wake up.can someone pls wake me up.i feel dazed i feel..argh.lets not talk abt the promos alr.
she's v nice.haha.met this wonderful girl.we have not spoken face to face but we cld click like old frens.yakity yak.we kept encouraging each other in the midst of promos.we kept exchanging hints and testing one another.its fun really.she's the most down to earth person i have ever met.she looks studious.hehs.she's such a wonderful friend.haha.coincidentally we go to the same church and we were from the same cca in secondary school.thank god i found her.hope our frenships last.u know who u are =) *looks forward to thurs's outing after rotten bio. =))
spoke at : 12:12 PM